Smitten... Can you see me? GLOWING. Smitten...
With of course a man I can't have... LOL... Such a new look for me investing in distant or unavailable men (NOT).
But it doesn't matter, I'm secretly admiring him from afar and attempting not to develop an unhealthy obsession with him. I've met the perfect man.
First impressions don't really last do they? This young gent was standing outside my office on the phone, completely ignoring me while I waited for him to finish his conversation. I was not terribly sure he was the right guy to hand over the docs I needed for some work the next day in the first place, and he made no indication while I stood in front of him, eye-brow raised questioningly, that he was indeed that right guy. A little rude right? Hmm... forgivable
...Especially considering the next morning I had a transport crisis and he was totally my hero. He picked me up, and spoke to me genuinely, openly, interestedly, emotionally, with humour, tact, some sarcasm and some realism about God-garden of eden, my life & it's mess, his life & it's lack of mess, his girlfriend, past girlfriends/boyfriends, mutual friends, dolphins, soccer and most importantly - Mercedes dealerships. But he spoke to me all day. I think he could sense that I needed to talk or needed someone around to talk to. Or maybe he just enjoyed my company?? We connected.
There's no better way to describe it but to say: If i had any questions, he always answered correctly and uniquely. He is of course, 110% my type, tall (6ft+-), PRETTY gorgeous, mysterious with a strange perpetual eye-brow frown, insanely smart and spiritual - could probably do no wrong in my eyes.
Plus he showed up to follow up, with lots of lovely texts - Men hardly do that, it's refreshing.
Most importantly, he made me feel worthy, beautiful, soulful & protected by his responses to me and the experience of him restored my faith in good men and real connections.
What a lucky girlfriend!
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